Editorial Note: Of these 13 Post-SSRI Sexual Dysfunction (PSSD) cases, 12 came to us from a colleague who had been approached by others.
If a drug caused anyone to go blind or deaf it would probably be removed from the market immediately. In the early days of Viagra, there was talk of it turning visual fields blue, which some worried might be the first steps to going blind. The consensus was that if even a few people had gone blind, Viagra would have been finished. Why should losing the senses that underpin our awareness of others as humans rather than robots be any different?
We are asking as many people as possible with PSSD to let us know about their condition. You can report PSSD that affects either you or a relative by completing a RxISK Report.
It has now been roughly 6 months since I quit SSRIs for good and I am still suffering from PSSD. Throughout my agonizing withdrawal, I could feel my brain gradually disconnecting from and shutting down my pleasure zone. A sequence of wires loosening and unplugging, reducing pleasurable sensations into dwindling static traces before completely fading out. It was like the ordeal of losing one’s sight or hearing. I am now plagued by ejaculatory anhedonia and am no longer sexually attracted to women.
I’m a 21 year old male, prescribed zoloft for 4 months. I began noticing sexual dysfunction soon after starting it. A couple months later it went away and I felt completely normal while on the meds. My anxiety came back tho and the doc doubled the zoloft and the dysfunction came back. After the 4 months I stopped taking it, it’s been 11 months now since my last dose and the dysfunction still remains.
My symptoms are:
- Lack of sensitivity in my penis, it has gotten better over time, its about 40% of what it used to be now, the top of the shaft is where it is worst, different areas of the penis are more sensitive than others.
- When I come it has a lot less feeling and it just kinda dribbles out.
- My emotional range has been cut down dramatically. It’s like I almost have complete apathy, this varies from day to day however.
- My rectum has also been numbed, even more so than my penis at this point. I find this very odd and very uncomfortable at times.
- My nipples have also been numbed.
- Any area of the body that used to be very ticklish has become numbed, including my sides, my armpits, my lower stomach and upper thighs. This is most noticeable when taking a shower and I’m washing myself, it feels like my skin is just rubber it has almost no sensation at all.
- Numbing of tickling sensations. I used to be VERY ticklish before the zoloft and now I am not at all. I wasn’t sure if it was related to the PSSD but now it sounds like it may be.
- Numb nipples. I used to be so sensitive there, to the point that I could orgasm from having them played with alone, but that has long since changed to numbness and a feeling of irritation when they are played with.
Male, 26 years old.
- Took Prozac about one and half years ago. After just four capsules containing 20mg each, I had an adverse reaction.
- Literally overnight, I experienced a permanent numbness in my head.
- This numbness contributed to my chronic insomnia that I have had for one and a half years which I still have.
- Also the pleasure pathways in my head feels completely cut off. Although I can achieve and maintain an erection and can ejaculate. I am completely unable to orgasm.
- PSSD after just one pill of Zoloft (50 mg).
- took the pill on 25 August and now I have emotions problems, low libido, ED, anhedonia and more… It seems impossible.
- It is important for me to understand if I can hope in a full recovery or not.
- Sex problems and emotional coldness didn’t come till after quitting the drug.
- This exact drug ruined my life. Lexapro may potentially permanently damage.
- I had everything I could ever want. I was a division 1 college football player with beautiful college girls all over. I had great friends ,a nice truck and motorcycle. I had it made.
- I got on this drug because the stress from school and football was getting to me. Next thing I know I’m 21 years old and I’m physically and mentally screwed. Everything fell apart.
- 20 mg of Prozac daily for only a couple of months.
- Within a couple weeks my ability to have an orgasm disappeared and the numbness set in, followed by total loss of sex drive.
- It’s been 20 years now since I stopped taking it and I have never recovered fully.
- I can have orgasms now, but they aren’t anywhere near as intense and it takes forever just to become physically aroused enough for it to happen and it just kind of fizzles.
- Since it takes so long I end up sore no matter how much lube is used, which makes me reluctant to even try to do it the next time.
- Very problematic when you are married and have to keep saying no because you know you will end up paying dearly for that brief nanosecond of something close to pleasure.
- I am thankful for this group because until I stumbled on to it I was beginning to think I was the only one. No medical professional will acknowledge that there is a huge problem. I am so sick of being told “I have never heard of that before”.
- I feel like I have Aspergers now or something. No emotions at all. People around me think I am crazy and there is nothing I could do.
- I used to be super friendly, and cared about everything and everybody. Now I alienated everybody. I now barely have any friends left.
- Also, people notice if you never sleep with anybody. In this sex crazed world, I am a girl, and I rejected every single guy that tried to get close to me, I have no personality left.
- I find that I stopped caring about others. I want to care, but I am unable to.
- I’m asexual, and it freaks me out. People like Hitler were asexual. I don’t have sex or anything pleasurable in my life.
- How long before I break down and do something terrible? Is it possible for me to ‘go crazier’? How do you people deal with other people?
- For a while I was hanging out with people who do drugs- not because I was doing them, but because we easily adjusted to each others personalities. But even they have more life and more hope than me.
- I am jealous of every single person I know. They can have sex, I can’t. Everything is about sex.
- Sometimes I wonder if it’s ok for me to put effort into a new friendship, then people will care about me and I won’t care about them, I’m a cold heartless bitch even though I try so hard to be nice. But it’s so hard.
- I am suffering from this terribly. My life has become a living hell because of what has happened. There are no words to describe how bad I feel, every waking moment is unbearable.
- I want to kill myself also but I’m too scared.
- I stopped dreaming also, recently I started dreaming a lot more.
- I have regained a very small amount of emotion, and I mean ‘small amount’.
- I still have no feeling where body is concerned though.
- Am completely numb.
- Can’t get an erection and zero libido.
- Socializing seems unnatural.
- Everything seems like it’s in black and white. Things just aren’t the same. I would love to remember what things used to feel like.
- And the sexual dysfunction, this is about to drive me mad. I can’t believe this is happening. At the very least I would want to be “me” again.
- Arguing with my doctors and parents is making me insane. It’s them against me. They’re pressuring me to try other stuff and think a lot of it is depression.
- But I don’t think that’s true.. especially with the sex side effects
- It’s clearly something physical. I’m pretty young. I don’t know what to do, or who to trust.
- I went in for my annual physical 1 week ago. This is the first time I have brought up the subject of the Prozac basically killing me sexually and emotionally. This woman has been my doctor for years and has always been caring and knowledgeable. So I decided to tell her what was going on since no other physician or counsellor has been in the least bit helpful.
- I got the same old “I have never heard of that before” and “use lots of lube”. Lube does not make me want to have sex, and just adding lube to a body that won’t respond doesn’t work so well either.
- I swear there are many days when I just do not even want to keep going. If it weren’t for 2 kids and elderly parents who still need me, I think I would just end it all.
- I feel like the walking dead already. After years of being made to feel this problem doesn’t even exist, it feels completely hopeless. I keep asking myself how many more years can I stand to go on feeling (or not feeling) the way that I do.
- The doctor said to me “you gotta weigh the costs and benefits, would you rather see the patient depressed or give them brain damage”.
- They are fully aware of the poisonous nature of these drugs.
- I am very skeptical to any recovery for those of us who really have PSSD. If you’re totally numb right now, chances are you will stay that way.
- I guess I’m gonna start taking wellbutrin at low doses until it stops working for me, then I’m killing myself.
The dog that didn’t bark?
The PSSD forums have been extraordinarily systematic in investigating possible treatment options based on the profile of SSRI drugs. This is tracking the scent or bark of a dog. It might be time to consider the dog that didn’t bark. Is there any other condition out there where those affected don’t get PSSD? Or any treatment where those taking it don’t get PSSD?